It's just the broken promised land...

LoveX are coming to Russia!!!!!!
22nd November 2008 - Saint Petersburg
23rd November 2008 - Moscow

Damn it!!! Lovex cancelled their gig at Tammerfest!!! I'm so angry!!! Fuck it!!!

Yes!!! Me and Alex will go to Tampere in July to visit Tammerfest!!! Woo hoo!!! Great!!!
We'll visit Lovex and the 69 Eyes's gigs.

AGAIN I can't do anything on buzz except posting pics and so on. Strange indeed as usual...

I can't do anything here: notes, comments or messages. Sorry.

I read few minutes ago that LOVEX hardly come to St Petersburg, only to Moscow. WHY?! Another band which I like comes only to Moscow!!! But it's not decided of course but I think that it'll be the same as with Reflexion... I want to drown myself... Aaaa, how unfair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh my god!!!!!!!!! I found it out just few seconds ago!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh hell!!! They will come here in spring!!!!!!

Yes, it's true. All people who hurt me must go away, all the pain must go away and all the bad must leave!!!Only you will remain, dear friends! I mean only good things and people will remain. I won't allow anybody hurt me anymore. Otherwise I'll kill him or her!

Today me and Alex visited her show. As Alex said, it was "The evening of Finnish music"!:))) But not only Finnish, she sang famouse songs and the last one was even in Russian! We even understood few words of our native language!:))) So, it was really good show!

I woke up in the morning and laying in bed look at the house stands opposite my house and see that its roof is covered with... SNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so glad!!!!!!! Aaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!! Maybe this New Year we'll celebrate with snow!!!:))))

Alex bought us tickets to Tarja Turunen's Christmas show and the next Tuesday we will comw to see her. Second time we'll see her live (1st time was when she sang in Nightwish, it was 2003) and now I wait to see her again and to listen to her wonderful voice!

It's a sequel to "Jyrki69's chronics"!!!:)))

January 1.
I woke up on the bed at home. I don’t remember how I found myself here.I was presenting Jussi my Christmas gift. I was presenting but Jussi was refusing. I insisted (with the help of the mass of my body). But why he didn’t like my present?! It was a penguin which I had stolen from the Zoo! Then Jussi had to give me his present. It was a book about animals! Cool! I was very glad and wanted to kiss Jussi but he covered himself with penguin and this disgusting bird pissed on my sweater decorated with snowflakes! (and this sweater had been made by Ville Valo’s mother!)I leafed over the book. It was illustrated! I’m so glad! I found a picture of deer, but I don’t know why but it was signed “A bear”. I was very surprised. I called Ville Valo and he asked to describe the deer. I described. Ville Valo said that I was a fool and rang off.

January 2.
I looked at the deer on more time. I don’t understand why it’s signed “A bear”! Perhaps, it’s a misprint. I called Jonne Aaron (form Negative) to find out what was happening in the night because I don’t remember. Jonne heard me and at once cut off his cell. It means that he remembers… I was thinking a lot who I can ask about what Jonne remembers. I asked Jussi but he changed the subject of conversation. I called Ville Valo. He said (as usual) that I was a fool and rang off.

I don't ignore u!!! I can't do anything!!! Ny buttons don't work!!! I can't send msg, drop a note or comment now!:(((

It's a piece of  "Jyrki69's chronics". It's mine and Alex's (pitchblack69) funny stories about Finnish musicians. That piece we translated into English and we decided to post it here. So, here we are!:)))
Chronics of Jyrki69.
December, 30.
I remembered that I needed to buy a Christmas tree. As I had saved money on a present for Jussi I could get a Christmas tree. I went to the shop, bought an axe and then went to the forest. Everywhere in the street there were my photos! You don’t say so! Only one day I sang in the pedestrian subway and I had such popularity. If I had known 15 years ago that popularity was gained so quickly… But why on each photo there was a word ‘Wanted’, I never understood. I was cutting a tree down. I got sweat through. The tree was cutting down badly. I threw my axe away and attacked the tree barehanded (really barehanded cause I had lost my gloves at the beginning). The tree didn’t give in, I began to gnaw it then I was spitting needles long time. I cut it down! But I lost my way! I didn’t understand! I had to spend the night here?!

December, 30.
Night. I heard the music and decided to go to the sound. There was Juha-Pekka (Charon’s front man). He also lost his way. He had gone for the Christmas tree and taken a guitar with him. It seemed like he had known! The tree bothered me: was crawling into my collar and was chipping. But I was carrying it… carried to JP and knocked it over him. JP was getting out of the tree so long, was chipped but didn’t throw away his guitar. Respect!We were sitting opposite each other and singing songs (for some reason only from JP’s repertoire). Tenth time ‘Little angel’ didn’t work and I struck JP’s head with the tree. Let him keep silence. I was singing alone till dawn. Whet it dawned I understood that it was 10 minutes to go to the home on foot – across the road to the right. It was a pity – the tree had been also lost…

December, 31.
I bought an artificial Christmas tree. It smelled badly – air fragrance! I was very sad. I came to my house and looked into the window. There was Jussi who was decorating a Christmas tree! THE CHRISTMAS TREE! I disappointed even greater and threw the artificial tree away to the dustbin then sprinkled me with air fragrance (however I sweated a lot in the forest) and directed my steps to my department. I ringed. Jussi opened the door, stared at me, uttered a bloodcurling yell and fainted. I was surprised. But I entered the apartment. I looked at the mirror, uttered a bloodcurling yell and fainted.

Happy birthday!!!!!!!! Wish you all the best in this life! Hope you'll spend another year of your life even better than previous! And I can also say that YOU ARE FUCKING SPECIAL for me!!!

Today he's 30 and I think he'll make out all his troubles and problems and we will see beautiful and pretty Vil again!

Well, I want to write something about our lovely Ville Valo. I don’t want to abuse you or Ville himself but it’s my thoughts and my observations (and not only mine).All of us know how talented is Ville. All of us know how pretty he is. All of us like his songs and crave to see HIM live. And all of us don’t even think of him as a person, I mean his problems, his fears, his phobias.
When HIM recorded Love Metal in 2003 Ville had so called “panic attacks”. This is an article from Slovenian magazine: “Frontman of the band HIM, Ville Valo became an alcoholic when he realized that drinking helped him to get over on his panic attacks. The attacks started when he was alone in studio. This Finnish rockstar himself claims that he is an alcoholic and not, but he promises that this problem won't get out his hands." If I’m honest the attacks started in year 2003 when we were recording 'Love Metal'. That freaks me out so much that I drank whole package of beer and I drag myself off to a taxi. The attacks still appear but it seems that situation is getting better. In the band I have the most of problems and critical situations. It is never so drastic that nobody could pull me out of shit!"” We hope so. They say that situation’s getting better now.
But it’s not his only problem with drinking. In 2004 HIM was touring in the USA and in the review to their show one American journalist said that Ville was DWS – drunk while singing. He said that Ville had been like a guy who had wandered onstage and got caught in the lights. Ville had forgotten words of his lyrics and the words he remembered were not clear to the audience. And the reporter added that Valo seemed to be talented fellow on records but he had no respect for the audience or himself.When I read this article I realized that it had been like the show in Russia in February that year! My friend said the clever thing: they gained then because of Rasmus who performed first. Yes, it’s true! Rasmus performed very well and Lauri CAN sing live. When HIM appeared on the stage Ville said at one, “Sorry, I’m not in good voice today!” I think it was not the first time when he was “not in a good voice”. And during the show he threw everywhere cigarette ends, thanks god not in the crowd!Yeah, it was funny and it was excited that we could attend at the HIM’s show! But later we understood…. Well, as you know HIM had a break before recording Love Metal. Ville said that he had been lying in the bed and play his guitar composing music and writing lyrics. And the result was I think the best album. Why not he doesn’t want to take a break now? He can’t see himself from the direction of himself? One girl said that he has a psychopathic smile and looks depressed now. And I have to agree with her. From my point of view Dark Light wasn’t an album it was like formal reply to fans in order to not forgetting HIM. It’s my opinion but you know not only mine….I can add that I don’t like his permanent smoking on the stage. He must sing not smoke every time!And at the end I should once more said that I love Ville and I respect him for his talent. But I think he should take a little break to make out his private problems. If I had a possibility I’d say him what I wrote this to his face, I don’t afraid. But I think it’s not will give any result….
And what do YOU think about all of this?

I thought about why people try to abuse each other even if they are far away from each other and haven't seen one another for ages?! I cannot explain that. Maybe, all people are like that kind of fucking shit. Maybe thay can't exist without being abused...

I'm allowed to post pics now and I created galleries that I wanted and one more dedicated to men I love. Watch and enjoy! *hugs*

I'm not allowed to post pics this month but I hope I soon will be able to. So, I'd like to create two new galleries: the 1st one is abt Finland - photos that I took last summer and 2nd is abt my home town Saint Petersburg coz it's the one of the most beautiful cities in this world so it's worth sseing. And of course I'll continue my galleries in existence. Kiss u all!